Eleven Poems
Hank Lazer

ADJUST

 

for the eyes

to adjust &

the darkness become

 

visible past woods'

edge a shadow

moves the trees

 

are simply trees

with opaque intensity

knee high thin

 

blanket of fog

over the mowed

field a friend

 

carries with him

horrible vivid memory

of a similar

 

place another walks

here ecstatic it

being this simple

 

TORAH

 

every day when

i arise i

carry the torah

 

bear it aloft

for the torch

that it is

 

carry it burning

& unconsumed into

the darkness of

 

the day unable

to find a

temple i keep

 

alive the memory

of the Temple

destroyed the torch

 

becomes the ash

the blossom of

my father's bones

 

 

SWEET

 

in sweet time

take your own

sweet time not

 

definitely not yours

to take taken

by severed by

 

the blade of

fact that sharpened

cimitar sweet in

 

an odd way

taken by cut

by the nick

 

you flow from

& if you

think    & all

 

do    moving upon

no awareness required

that generative abyss

 

 

GROUND

 

upon a governing

ground of emptiness

graves neighborhood of

 

familiars by one

or pairs embraced

by a defining

 

wall our kind

here a phrase

or two birth

 

& death date

& the groundskeepers

mowing & trimming

 

 

& watering an

oasis of basic

conditions  beside the

 

rapid traffic moving

& building upon

the governing ground

 

 

DISSOLVES                        

 

to sing then

in this sudden            Norman Fischer / Psalms 13

opening to you

 

savoring before the

day dissolves knowing

this full gratitude

 

on the edge

of a beginning

day to sing

 

then as the

holy kadosh kadosh

itself dissolves into

 

the cacophonous light

invisible place where

each thing happens

 

that emptiness unknowable

face of your

immediate gathering affirmation

 

 

 

 

WAR

 

once the attorney

general's memo con

doned systematic tor

 

ture the war

was over we

had no ground

 

to stand on

a child will

lead us but

 

not now we

were a happy

people convinced of

 

our own best

intentions we had

perfected a new

 

generation of zoos

with perfectly natural

habitats    hot damn!

 

 

 WAKE

 

will not talk

will not talk

at all until

 

will not say

to another will

not until begin

first by returning

begin by a

deliberate return to

 

the word wake

to the day

wake by entering

 

a psalm wake

into silent reading

wake into saying

 

you wake into

a gate way

be holding day

 

 

TURNING

 

coffee   dawn   light

eyes turn into

the word wake

 

slowly awake to

deliberate a word

at a time

 

waves arrive wake

deliberately to determined

slow movements of

 

the writing hand

will not tell

at all until

 

 

 

eyes move slowly

along the chosen

words a rising

 

symphony of the

busy eyes turning

to this world

 

 

PHARAOH

 

tell old pharaoh

but the people

don't know they

 

are in his

clutches tell old

pharaoh but this

 

one doesn't go

by that name

tell old pharaoh

 

to let but

there is no

sensible place   no

 

podium from which

to petition him

must find a

 

way to tell

old pharaoh let

our people go

 

 

 

DAWNING

 

you have turned

away from the

miracle here you

 

may return hear

slow to kin

ship with ad

 

here a turning

back to toward

what is always

 

waiting too late

by middle of

day too late

 

to hear it

or to see

it   the pleasure

 

of recognition at

dawn a dawning

here it is

 

 

 

SUSTAIN

 

to bring it

up to bring

it back up

 

if the early

morning in fact

is not a

 

descent into clarity

to bring it

back up to

 

hold up to

sustain this deliberate

thinking well into

 

the day that

would be a

walking zen a

 

light & a

chorus here among

the every day